पैसे से peace है? 💰

2:45 am

So today we were talking about the future... my friend asked me how I imagine myself in the future. I had to think a lot about what I want. Earlier, I used to answer that I would either be a big scholar or a great artist. But today, the only thing that came to my mind is that I just want stability in life and that my mind should never be filled with dirt or negativity. My friend said that this is only possible when I do something good career-wise and have money in my pocket; only then will there be some normalcy in life, and my faith will not waver. I found her point quite valid, and the question arises whether I should maintain the stability I have in my life or run like others to earn money so that my future is secure. But in this race for money, will I lose sight of my ultimate goal of normalcy and stability? Or should I do something that brings me happiness, like staying at home? But will this make me look small or a failure in the eyes of society?

फ़िलहाल तो मैं इस उलझन पर यहीं पूर्णविराम लगाती हूँ, ख़ुद को ये तसल्ली देकर कि “लोग क्या सोचेंगे अगर ये भी मैं बैठकर सोचूँगी तो लोग क्या सोचेंगे?”

S.S.