New-born 🐤

11:00 pm

 I am writing this blog after quite a few days. I don’t know why, but for some reason, I wasn’t able to write. You could say it was laziness... but as I said before, I would stay consistent. However, since I took a break, I didn’t write for several more days due to guilt. But from nothing, something is definitely better. That’s why I’m back with my stories, thoughts, and experiences. Now the new year has arrived, and I'm thinking about what changes have come with it. I entered the new year being completely sick. My voice was even gone. Now I'm slowly getting better, but if you look at it, the calendar has changed, but I'm still the same. But I don’t know why this time everything feels so new and nice, as if it’s my first time on this earth,lol

My week has been great... less screen time. Awesome company... so many reasons to be grateful... I'm learning something new every day... I'm realizing that when you do things with love, everything becomes easier... even though my schedule was messed up, everything else was really good. My voice may have gotten heavier, but my heart felt very light. My body weight may have increased, but my emotional baggage has completely vanished... I may have developed a double chin, but my smile has broadened. I'm literally getting treated like a child. I'm being told off for not bathing... I'm being asked to eat at the dining table with everyone instead of on my bed. I'm being encouraged to exercise and get fit. I'm getting constant reminders to drink water to reduce my dark circles and bring back the glow in my skin. People are listening to me for hours... they are paying attention to every little thing I say. Everything about my likes and dislikes. I'm being pushed to recognize my potential and capabilities so that I can make a decision that could be a turning point in my life. Along with praise, I am also being criticized for my bad habits because criticism is very necessary to make everything worthwhile. Who wouldn't like all this? I seriously feel like a newborn baby who is receiving everyone's love and attention. There is no negativity except for my physical health issues, which I will fix. Healthy mind equals healthy body. I don't know why, but I feel so good being surrounded by so much love. Although the weather is very cold, the love from people is enough for me to feel warmth. If someone had told me three years ago that I would be comfortable among so many people, I would have definitely laughed at you. But look, it's happening now. So much can change in just one year. And yet, I keep saying that nothing is changing. I’m such a fool for forgetting time and again that change is the only constant.

वो कहते हैं ना “बदलाव ही प्रकृति का नियम है” सही कहते हैं ।

S.S.