Chaand par chai ☕️

                                                                               02:21 am I am in a condition like these pigeons, I am on the edge. Sometimes I feel like I have understood everything about life and that I will just focus on work, but then I end up in the same mess. Such actions will either make me soar to great heights or bring me crashing down. Isn't it strange? I had promised myself to stay consistent with whatever I was doing... but I couldn't. To be honest, I'm feeling embarrassed while writing this blog. There's so much guilt that I've just been procrastinating. And I haven't written anything for so many days... though during these days, I socialized a lot. I met my old friends too. Old memories were refreshed. I didn't spend a lot of time with them, but whatever time I d...

Chai par chaand? 🌕   I haven't written anything for a few days... and by a few days, I mean a lot of days... Why haven't I written? What reason should I give? Because there’s nothing. Just excuses . It's carelessness, you could say. Since I'm away from home, every day is different; something or the other keeps coming up. I’m happy that I’m not thinking about unnecessary things while being more free, and my life isn’t monotonous at the same time. But I’m also sad because I have to deal with different things every day, and I don’t understand how to handle them. It's 4 in the morning. It's raining heavily... I don't know why, but when it rains, the desire to drink tea increases. But it's too late to have tea now... I don't like the rain; whenever it rains, I get worried that everything will get washed away. I feel like the rain will come and take everything away with it. More than the storm that comes with the rain, I'm afraid of the silence and em...

11:00 pm  I am writing this blog after quite a few days. I don’t know why, but for some reason, I wasn’t able to write. You could say it was laziness... but as I said before, I would stay consistent. However, since I took a break, I didn’t write for several more days due to guilt. But from nothing, something is definitely better. That’s why I’m back with my stories, thoughts, and experiences. Now the new year has arrived, and I'm thinking about what changes have come with it. I entered the new year being completely sick. My voice was even gone. Now I'm slowly getting better, but if you look at it, the calendar has changed, but I'm still the same.  But I don’t know why this time everything feels so new and nice, as if it’s my first time on this earth,lol My week has been great... less screen time. Awesome company... so many reasons to be grateful... I'm learning something new every day... I'm realizing that when you do things with love, everything becomes easier... ...