Brick by brick 🧱

2:22 am

 Today, after a long time, I had a deep conversation with my mom. We usually talk, but today it felt different, and I realized that there are a lot of expectations from me. I might have been careless in some aspects. My routine is a clear indication that I'm doing many wrong things that are affecting my health and disturbing my mind. After reflecting on all this, I decided to deactivate my Instagram because I felt it was my biggest distraction. However, when I opened Instagram, I came across a post in my feed that said you’re not just being lazy or procrastinating; you also don’t want to step out of your comfort zone. In this struggle, you’re unable to become who you want to be. The post emphasized that you need momentum along with motivation, as motivation can give you false hope that you can do it, but momentum helps you develop the habit of being consistent by creating small habits. So today, I will try not to scroll on my phone after 1 AM without any reason and focus on being productive. And when my mom used to say that mobile is the root of all problems, now it seems she was right. This mobile has ruined more lives than it has built. So first, I will try to have a long-distance relationship with my phone. I’m not sure if I’ll succeed, but I will start managing my screen time from today because I believe there’s no such thing as perfect timing.

जो है, आज है और अभी ही है। और वैसे भी कहते हैं ना, चाहे कितनी भी बड़ी इमारत हो उसकी शुरुवात ईंट पर ईंट रखकर ही होती है।

S.S.