झंडू balm 🧊

2: 50 am

It’s a strange situation. Just when I feel that my mental health is improving and my mindset is becoming positive, suddenly my physical health deteriorates. It's been more than two months, and something or the other has been happening to me—sometimes dengue, sometimes typhoid, and so many stomach-related issues. An astrologer had told my daddy a long time ago that my health would be quite poor.There will always be challenges.This has come true. He also mentioned many other things, good things, like job opportunities and easy money, but none of those have come true. Hypocrisy ki bhi seema hoti hai yaar. I’m literally writing this blog with a headache.Vicks is not having any effect. Now let’s see what happens next. We’ll see if being physically weak will also ruin my mental state or if I can overcome all of this and make myself strong both mentally and physically. I even managed to defy medical science when I was born. (I will also share this story in some blog.)How can I give up now? This headache... yaar I can't even write properly... How can I give up right now? Anyway, I feel a little light. It matters. Today, I made my failure list (the exams I never gave even after filling the form), now I will make a list of what I have achieved. Only then will my heart and body get strength, and I will be able to think about the future... I am a chhotu champ. I will manage.  Now someone apply balm on my head. Every part of my body is aching. It feels like God has given me this age according to the wisdom I share in my blogs.

काश कोई मेरी नाकामयाबियों पर भी बॉम रगड़ देता, थोड़ी ठंडक पहुँचती दिल को।

S.S.