निंदा ।👂

 03:00 am

Today there was a function at home that I was not at all excited to attend. I had no preparations, no new clothes, nothing, because I don't like crowds. But I had to attend; there was no other option. The whole day went in that. It was quite a tiring day. I noticed a major difference in my life, which is that earlier I didn’t like many people in my family. It felt like everyone was taunting me or whatever. But as I’m growing up, I don’t know why, but I find those people to be fine because the work I used to do was getting scolded or taking taunts. And on top of that, knowing the truth is very important. Now, I am not afraid of the questions asked during family gatherings, and I don’t fear if they say something offensive to me. I am running away less from things now. I am developing a habit of acceptance. Today, I met a lot of people, many extended family members. Everyone had many questions and suggestions, and I answered them all very calmly and also took everyone's advice very carefully. Now I am thinking, why don’t I feel bad about anyone's words? It means the shortcoming was probably in me... and instead of correcting that shortcoming,  I used to sit feeling bad. I also noticed one thing about my family, even though there is a bit of competition and some jealousy among us, there is also a lot of love. They have shown so much love even while being bad that I can't show that much love myself while being good. I want my shortcomings to be pointed out so much that one day there will be no flaw left within me.Heheh lol. 

निंदक नियरे राखिए, ऑंगन कुटी छवाय, बिन पानी, साबुन बिना, निर्मल करे सुभाय।

S.S.