Little win 🐣


03:14 am

The year is coming to an end. But as I mentioned, I'm very scared of changes, but at the same time, when nothing was changing in life, that was also creating problems. (बड़ी दुविधा है) 

 I can say that whenever something is about to start, there is always some commotion… I've never made resolutions for the new year. But this time, I don't know why going into the new year without any roadmap doesn't sound right. I don't like winters because I already feel very lazy, and on top of that, in the cold weather, I feel sleepy and can't leave my bed and blanket. I go out less anyway, and in winters, when there's hardly any sunlight, I face health issues. Also, sunlight is very important for mental health. It releases happy hormones. And when I don't get sunlight in winters, I face a lot of physical and mental stress. The point to note is that the new year falls in the harsh cold, but according to the Hindi calendar, the new year will start in April. But the problem is, how do I get through these 2-3 months of cold? Just like that, being sick or feeling sad? No, that can't happen anymore In such a case, I will become even more irritable… What should I do? I need to think, otherwise, 2025 will just pass by too. Right now, I am neither feeling sleepy nor able to stay awake. And when there's no network on the phone, it gets even more frustrating. Sometimes it feels like this phone is the root of all problems. Anyway, at this moment, it's more important for me to exercise patience. Only then, maybe I will be able to think about the future.

And with this, I have completed one month of writing a blog today. I might have completed a task for the first time. It's not a very big thing, but it's not small for me either. I just need to keep doing something and not lose my momentum; that will be fine. 

आज का जाम, मेरी एक छोटी सी जीत के नाम । 🍷

S.S.

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